Thursday, October 15, 2009 • 2:07 PM
im seriously fcuked in the hospital right now...
opperation in few hours time...
got to stay in the damn hospital for at least 5 to 7 days...
FCUKING BAD MOOD...
seriously bad..
there s no word i could use to describe my mood now
Monday, October 5, 2009 • 6:23 AM
flunked my chemistry so badly today...
last paper s on thursday...
planned to fool around with all my girlfriends...
go chiong dota, pool, volleyball, ice skating, basketball, bowling, prawning, fishing, gathering, sell all my stuffs at scape, sing k, clubbing, drink, movies, SHOPPING, MAHJONG!!!! my all time fave yeah....hahas
hope to settle everything by 23 of october...
to search for jobs uh...
hope to earn enough money to celebrate my birthday with babby...
nah...no offence yeah...
promise i will be free for the whole week...
but not the actual day^^
see ya...
Thursday, September 24, 2009 • 2:55 PM
drinking night with lydia...
vivo
i have to admit...i look damn retard in this picture...rgh
went to boat quay with lydia, sandra, jon and jiarong that day...
it been quite awhile uh...
ugh...
dont know what more to say uh...
shall stop here...
Friday, August 28, 2009 • 2:26 AM
great -.-
i cant play facebook now!!!
whatever...
i can give up anything!!!!
i will be damn free for the next 4days..
urghx...
BORING!!!
......
final destination SHOWING!!!!
can someone acc me to catch this
M18 movie...
i can ensure that no matter how old you are...
you will be able to get into the cinema...
strictly NO guys...other den my bf..
diao...
my third brother say he pei me go...
RRxx..
want me be a lightbulb meh...
unless HE s willing to go with me uh...
anyone going back to their former sch on monday??!!
its teacher s day ya...
im going to broadrick with lydia i think..
come to think of it uh...
if someone will be going back their former sch
he might be able to see their OLD flame uh...
freaking sickenin
god damn balls man...
whatever...
its NONE of my concern anyway...
and ya...
To scumbags who wana fcuk me...
i have aids uh....Mind u!!
loathsome bastards!!!
tats all for today...
Saturday, August 1, 2009 • 8:06 AM
life gettin kinda boring lately...
mai prelim startin nxt week...
guess wat i ve done?
nth..
seriously NTH
for de past 2 weeks
hav not been attendin sch
for more den 4daes
ish either i dun go sch for 3daes straight
or i juz sign out frm sch halfwae
kinda wasted...
hav no idea wat got into mui
maybe lurve got mui blind?
What we love to do, we find time to do. – John L. Spalding
Sunday, July 19, 2009 • 9:23 AM
and ya
hmm
thru out tis daes
i noe sumthings hav to change
maybe its reali time
maybe im reali too stubborn in de past
frm now
im gona cut off sum contact...guys?
ya..
dun be surprised if u cant get to mui
cuz i hav made de decision to do sumthin real
for de one i lurve most
and...
i will
TRY to quit smokin
err...
i noe its quite an abrupt decision
but ya..
i will try...
if u guys gona sae things lik
wa lao u wont quit de luh
or things lik tis
pls
juz shut de fcuk up in front of mui...
u wont wan sumthin bad happen to u...
u guys shld noe i hate ppl to doubt mui...
cuz tis time ish reali diff
babby sae he will quit wit mui
it mite not be real
but at least i got it thr...
• 9:22 AM
im urs
i noe he s kute...
anione dare s to snatch him awae frm mui
u gonna get it frm mui..!!
nice huh
guys havin fun on de beach
hahas
checkin out
de roof!!!
up de stairs
de rm!!
hmm...
knittin ish shit!!!
i swear
freakin stupid
made mai whole hand cramp
n eyes n everithin
especialli when u hav to rush it...
aniwae
are u happi to recieve de bear or watevr u think
it looks lik?
hahas...
nid lotts of effort uh...
are u supprised tat i booked a hotel rm for u??!!
hahas...
i juz lurved de roof!!
hahas...
on fridae
mui babby lydia min anan alvin vann kenny junhao dion steph and nel...blah i dunno how to spell luh..psps
went to sentosa...
nite falls
cut de cake
eat in de hotel rm
go to de rooftop n drink
hahas...
babby sae it was quite fun to cele birthdae wit frens...
hmm..
babby!!
i hope its realli a unforgettable birthdae cele for u
though its not on de actual dae
but hope u reali enjoy it....
spend lik 400 plus on de rm n everithin
gona starve for de nxt few weeks
blah...
checked out de nxt dae
go back hm wit babby...
slp till god noes when
im at mai mom hse now witout babby
goin back lata
den go find lydia luh
oppz...
its late
i bet she s still waitin!!
see ya
Friday, July 3, 2009 • 1:53 PM
cant reali describe all in words
wats happenin to mui lately
juz totally fcuked up...
im reali veri tired uh
haiz
juz went to bugis to miit junhao
wit babby
see dem plae pool for damn long
omgz
i juz fall aslp at pool fusion
uhrx!!
walked to suntec
to sing K
de wei n lydia came ovr after awhile
FINALLI
freakin first time
i heard babby sing in ktv
wow...
tat was quite impressive
though not veri gd
simpli lurve it luh
hahas...
mui n lydia drank
graveyard
wow...
juz lurve de wae it ish
at first lydia was nt used to it
but after awhile
she fuckin ta almost half de cup..
hahas
now at hop luh
dun wan to see babby dey all plae pool luh
so cum use com lo..
blah
tats all for todae..
Wednesday, July 1, 2009 • 11:43 AM
omgz...
before mai holi ends
mui n lydia chiong go drink
drink drank drunk...
almost 4 daes a week...
watevr..
went to vivo wit an min n mai dad...
forevr 21~~four tops 3 necklaces
pull n bear~~jeans n top
zara~~top n belt
blah blah blah...
felt de pain for mai dad...
hahas...
maybe its reali time to let go sum stuffs
lettin go ish owaes a better choice
no point holdin on to it for now
juz take it as i duno a single thing
maybe i will live wit it in a easier wae
im reali veri confused
so i decided to ask de person whom
made mui wat i m todae
i think he s de one affectin mai current rela
though i duno whether he s tellin de truth or not
but i swear
i admit i was damn childish back den
if wat he said ish true
im de one whom ruined de whole rela
and i realise
no matter how much u lurved tat fellow
once deepli hurt...
gone case forevr
he tell mui
dun treat mai current bf lik how
i treated him
suddenli i felt tis idiotic tingle feelin in mai heart
i muz be a damn failure in rela luh
haiz
i hope im not lik tis now
.......
aniwae
i feel lik askin sumthin
will anione break up wit their lurve one
noein tat it wont last
de freakin main point ish
de gal think tat he will be de one
she s gona marry
cuz he ish de onli guy whom can made de gal felt tis wae
but wats botherin de gal ish
de guy ish too young for her
juz lik a time bomb tat will goes off
anitime
but till now no one s willin to giv mui an ans
haiz
Friday, June 12, 2009 • 7:52 AM
went out wit babby todae
go orchard for interview
bloodii hell
last week ordy end de whole thing ordy
still ask mui go down
watevr luh...
go bugis plae maxi
wit babby n javon
damn pissed off wit de small boi
beside babby
no manners at all luh
cum back babby s hse luh
damn tired...
lata babby cmf plae dota
ps mui one corner again
wat to do
live wit it luh
duno why i suddenli
think tat bein in a rela ish not tat easi after all
ya its true
i found a guy tat im reali willin
to giv up stuffs for
but sumhow
i dun think he s feelin de same
he s lik givin in to tis rela
so unwillinli luh
since de dae we got toge
he lose a part of himself
i can no longer feel his true lurve
lik how it used to be
its no longer tat true
everithin seems so fake
he s forcing himself
i dun even noe wat he s thinkin
failure?
tats wat i think
i noe he reali lurve mui damn alot
i noe he s tryin to hold on
but i dun think he s happy
